Tuesday, December 20, 2011
I'm Broken and Lost What do I do?
My story is hard to understand but I will try and sum this up for you. I have had my eye on this boy for 10 years hoping, wishing, and praying he would ask me to be his girl. My dream finally came true about a month ago. I cannot tell you the amount of joy that I felt. When we were together everything was so sensual and it was amazing its been almost two months now and last night I got a text from him saying that he needs a break and that he's really stressed. I tried to help him and I was even willing to change myself so that this break wouldn't come. The worst part about this was I was ready to tell him I loved him that night and then this happened my heart is absolutly shattered and I just cant get over this. I know that this is just a break but what if this break never ends I will have to learn to go on but right now I am unsure. He had the nerve to ask me last night what he should put as his Facebook relationship status. Long story short I have cried myself to bed and I just cant stop the crying what should I do! Do you think he will come back to me or should I stop the hoping and not wait for him. I feel like I would be willing to do anything for him but I almost feel now that I deserve better. Ughh What should I do what should I expect?
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